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Two Beers In

from Fear by Begonia

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    100% ringspun cotton t-shirt with black & white photo screenprinted on front.

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    Begonia's debut LP Fear, on CD in Digipack with lyric/photo booklet.

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lyrics

I’ll be the book that’s always open
Two beers in and still i’m hoping
I’ve never met someone like you
I heard the whispers in the air
I’ll stay faithful I don’t care
Draw me closer and you see right through

Playing tricks on my own mind
Those shooting stars are only airplane lights
This happens all the time
You’re standing there without a doubt
And I’m a ragdoll with my insides hanging out
I’m toeing all the lines

This happens all the time

Staring up at saturn and I need to close my eyes
Recognizing patterns of a woman full of pride
And I only care what happens to the people in my life
Can I be a mother
I may never be a wife

I am the book that’s always open
Two beers in left here hoping
I’ve never met someone like you
You fill the space before my eyes
My mouth hangs open but I’m not surprised
It’s time you’ve always traveled through


Tell me to take what I can give
Some promise or a cut right through the skin
What more are you offering?
A casket or a wedding vow
I’ll take it all but need it all right now
Right now

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from Fear, released September 13, 2019
Written by Alexa Dirks, Matthew Peters, Matthew Schellenberg

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Begonia Winnipeg, Manitoba

As Begonia, Alexa Dirks has blossomed into an indie pop powerhouse who feels like music’s best-kept secret to her fans.

New album Powder Blue is out Feb 24 on Birthday Cake Records.

Begonia has been nominated for a JUNO Award and longlisted for The Polaris Music Prize. Her music has been on numerous Netflix & Oprah Winfrey Network, and NPR named Begonia as one of 10 Artists You Need to Know.
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