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Put It Away

from Fear by Begonia

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lyrics

Put It Away

People tell me that you’re fine
Hey they used to tell me that all the time
But I know
There’s a greater meaning
Running circles all around
Heard you’re burning circles into the ground
But I know
You’ve got an earthly feeling

Living hiding in the crowd
I got shame that calls my name way too loud
Got no time
To talk about the weather

Thinking I might start a fight
End up falling asleep by computer light
Oh I know
I can do much better

I get so nervous
Forget my purpose
I’m feeling worthless
But I gotta say
In our darkest hour
We still have some power
Enough to know how to put that shit away

(Put It Away)
How I feel
How I feel
Is it real
x2

I’ve been dreaming of a time
I’ve been thinking about making you cry
Though I know it wouldn’t satisfy me
Hobbies I’ve been taking up
Trying to forget what you made me become
No I won’t let it define me

I’m moving forward
Tide rolling over
Not always shown but
Let it remain
In our darkest hour
We never lose our power
So stand in line and put that shit away

(Put It Away)
How I feel
How I feel
Is it real
x2

I’ll take every single cent
Give back all the time we spent
Instead
Of running from you
I don’t want to
I can walk away
I’ll take every word you said
Get you right out of my head
Instead of running from your name
From now on I’ll just
Put it away

I get so nervous
Forget my purpose
I’m feeling worthless
But i gotta say
In our darkest hour
We still have some power

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from Fear, released September 13, 2019
Written by Alexa Dirks, Matthew Peters, Matthew Schellenberg

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Begonia Winnipeg, Manitoba

As Begonia, Alexa Dirks has blossomed into an indie pop powerhouse who feels like music’s best-kept secret to her fans.

New album Powder Blue is out Feb 24 on Birthday Cake Records.

Begonia has been nominated for a JUNO Award and longlisted for The Polaris Music Prize. Her music has been on numerous Netflix & Oprah Winfrey Network, and NPR named Begonia as one of 10 Artists You Need to Know.
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