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Fear

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lyrics

Roll around in the shadows like a cat in the light
I’m scared of everyone
One ear in the clouds and one to the ground
I jump and scatter at every sound
Where does my fear come from
I roll around avoid the sun

Fear of everyone
Fear of harnessing power
Fear of screaming too loud
Fear of wasting an hour
Fear of never getting it together
Fear of being lazy
Fear of the mouse in my kitchen
Fear of going crazy

I’m running from something
I know I can’t go too fast
You want something you can’t control
Two hands touching through glass
Two bodies in the bathtub
Don’t wanna drown
I’m wearing two paper hats and calling them crowns

New years eve two thousand thirteen
Threw my boots off the balcony
I wasn’t clean like I wanted to be
Like I wanted to be
Like I wanted to be

New Year’s Eve two thousand thirteen
Threw my boots off the balcony
I wasn’t clean like I wanted to be
Like I wanted to be
Like I wanted to be

Roll around in the shadows like a cat in the light
I’m scared of everyone
One ear in the clouds and one to the ground
I jump and scatter at every sound
Where does this fear come from
I roll around avoid the sun

Fear of everyone
Fear of harnessing power
Fear of screaming too loud
Fear of wasting an hour
Fear of never getting it together
Fear of being lazy
Fear of the mouse in my kitchen
Fear of going crazy
Fear of everyone
Fear of harnessing power
Fear of screaming too loud
Fear of wasting an hour
Fear of never getting it together
Fear of being lazy
Fear of the mouse in my kitchen
Fear of going crazy

credits

from Fear, released September 13, 2019
Written by Alexa Dirks, Matthew Peters, Matthew Schellenberg, Marcus Paquin.

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Begonia Winnipeg, Manitoba

As Begonia, Alexa Dirks has blossomed into an indie pop powerhouse who feels like music’s best-kept secret to her fans.

New album Powder Blue is out Feb 24 on Birthday Cake Records.

Begonia has been nominated for a JUNO Award and longlisted for The Polaris Music Prize. Her music has been on numerous Netflix & Oprah Winfrey Network, and NPR named Begonia as one of 10 Artists You Need to Know.
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